Well, it should more like be...

may.

May I?

Well, then again, can I? Because I can't seem to know how...
by myself, lonesome.

Can i kiss your boyfriend?
Borrow him for a day?
Allow him to snuggle me close
and chase my self-loathing away?

Can I let him touch me?
Drawing lazy circles
in the small of my back,

Inhaling his cologne
where his neck cul de sac's?

Don't worry about me stealing him
or keeping him past o'erdue.

He loves you every second
that he is not with you.

I just want the inner warmth
and physical connection

that I've lacked over the years
Being an imperfection.

So may I giggle at his compliments
that he gives me and

share one fleeting glance before a goodbye?

I promise to return him,
unblemished and in one piece.

So, can I kiss your boyfriend?

Okay, I'll say it,

Please?